Sometimes I see your little face really close to me
Feel your tiny little warm hand
Your smile
making those little noises
laughing but also crying
You leave my heart every time broken
Did you know all of this would ever happen?
I talk to you...pray for you...
Are you here?
I'm no good in goodbyes
Your last breath
your heart, a last beat
Letting go of you was the hardest thing ever.
And everything I leave behind
will leave it's marks, scar fed in my soul.
I want to close the book of my past
But you, I will take with me into the future
And I will always see
Your little face really close to me
Feel your tiny little warm hand
Your smile
making those little noises, laughing, just laughing
No crying anymore
I love you
.:~mama~:.